You have a shy personality. You tend to hesitate before trying new things or meeting new people. But once people get to know you, you open up and show the world what you are really all about.
It's a long time since I posted. I had lots of ideas, but they all stirred up insecurities about who I am and what my life is about. It doesn't help that I had a big argument with Garth, in which he rather sensationally declared that my attitude had nearly torn our family apart. (He took that back, sort of). It doesn't help that I've been making arrangements to finalize the work of my discernment committee, after an interruption in the discernment process allowed me to discern that my call had nothing to do with formalized ministry. (For now at least. Unless I discerned that all wrong.) It doesn't help that most of my significant recent activities run counter to most of what we've been talking about here and on my favourite blogs. (Taking Ruth to band camp and both kids to Mosaic, for example: a lot of pageantry masquerading as culture, and a binge of driving.)
It also doesn't help that a cold has drained me of most of my energy, and the garden is greening up between the lovely little planted things, and even though the blessed rain is keeping me out of the garden most of the time, I am trying to make things better in a vague non-reasoned way by staying away from the computer.
Well, now, I think I'll get ready and walk to church in the rain, and see if I can get in on a carpool to "Women's Day at Camp" tomorrow.